Saturday, October 23, 2010

a little off track

I have been here 4 months...part of me feels like i have been here forever and the other part feels like i have only just arrived. However this week i realized I have stepped into being a believer who isn't really talking to God because things are going so well.

I was flat on my face, praying, studying and talking to God before I moved here. I was specific and intentional with all I was doing in my spiritual sphere. When I moved here everything feel into place like a perfect puzzle with all the pieces! and it happened immediately...

work-like it = check
Living with others not awkward = check
paying off debt = check
friends = check
christian community = check

Oh my gratitude and awe at all these answered prayers is great. I make sure that I thank God for all He has done and is doing. However that is turning into the only time I talk to him other than sunday.

why? I have always warned others about not doing this. do i feel there is no need? my list of excuses is long too tired, too busy, no accountability, not teaching right now, yada yada. However now that I am aware of this problem i have to get on track. I miss it. I miss God...